Footprints Lost
Footprints Lost
'Walk a little slower, Daddy',
Said a little child so small.
'I'm following in your footsteps,
And I don't want to fall.
Sometimes your steps are very fast,
Sometimes they're hard to see;
So walk a little slower, Daddy
For you are leading me.
Someday when I'm all grown up, You're what I want to be;
Then I will have a little child Who'll want to follow me.
And I would want to lead just right,
And know that I was true; So, walk a little slower, Daddy
For I must follow you.'
From Unknown Writer
Neon Loneliness Part 2
Neon Loneliness Part 2
Have you ever been
lonely up there…friend..??
Yes…I’m talking to you…
Standing alone with no one….
Only
yourself you can rely on….
Man…I do respect your
courage of living…
Hopefully, I
could be like you….
One day…..one day…..
130406, 5:25 pm
No U-Turn...??
No U-Turn…??
Who could tell me how to
live life…if
We have
only one chance to make it….??
No U-Turn…No Undo…No Remake…
I know it’s up to us…to do each best…
But it’s not easy at all…..
Living on the edge of decision….
Who should I believe…..
Instinct or
Experience….??
130406, 5:15 pm
Drops of the Rain
Drops of the Rain
It’s raining now…outside…
People are running to be sheltered…
Some may like or dislike for this coming of the rain….
But who can stop its falling…
Who…..???
I am watching its visit and wondering to myself….
Why….why…. why…..??
Why that day I couldn’t let the tons of tear falling down…??
Crying with my empty soul….the only thing I could do….
I’ve been missing you so much…
Or do I just have no tears...no more…???
130406, 4:57 pm
Hole in the Sky...
Hole in the Sky…
On the way back home…to Bangkok that day…
It was a cloudy day…I remembered…
Felt like the heavy rain would come soon…
Suddenly, just happened to find “
A hole in the sky”…
As u may see….
So excited with the thing up there……
It looked like something might fall down…
Or the whole sky would be broken into pieces….
For life…never seen thing like this before….
Naturally, it may happen many times on earth….
But it’s only me..only me that overlook its being…
Just
a flash of thought….
A feeling came to me…
Deep down to my heart….
Feeling like…..
There is
a hole in my soul….
The hole I have never realized…
It’s here...inside of me….
Just a piece of the bright.....!
Just a piece of the bright...
When I was young….I was afraid of the dark…
With no reason…I felt like it could bark…
All scary things came to my head…
esp. when it’s time I was supposed to go to bed….
“Oh…mama…please stay with me just minutes longer..”
“Oh…papa…please tell me more stories…just one another…”
“Oh…my boy….there is nothing to be fear….I am here”
“Oh…my son….be strong…you are a man…my dear..”
Nights after nights….I got used to with the dark….
I learned and found that there was nothing would bark….
No ghosts…no aliens as I thought came to fight…..
Only me and myself with the silence of the night…
Dear Oh Dear….It is just a piece of the bright…!!!
"neon loneliness...and me"
‘…..under neon loneliness……motorcycle emptiness……..
…..under neon loneliness……motorcycle emptiness……..’
the song was still out loud here…..i was listening
it had been long time I had never thought of its being
but every time I drove pass any neon or traffic lights at night…. my subconscious was seemed to start working…..
this part of the song flashing in my head was so bright…..suddenly, the loneliness was coming into my feeling…..
as an only friend with an only me….at night
didn’t know whether I was sad or happy…inside
only a little inner warmed smile with a little hum for what I see……
only a good companions they are always to me…..
the neon loneliness and me..we are together….
you are the best…as long as i am still a traveler…!!!
Dream Theater Live In BKK 250106
25.01.06 -
Dream Theater Live in Bangkok !!!
e songs were still loud in my head...after e show...until now...
didn't dare 2 think 'bout their gig..like a dream come true...wow
songs after songs they played...all e fans were screaming...
shaking heads on e seats..while e 1st half of e show..were creeping
but after e engine started...they
rocked e nite...!!!!
hands in e air...along e beat of music...with e light...
2 and a half hours passed by...so fast it was...
still wanted more so we cried....wanna make it paused...
wating for 2 songs 2 hear...but they played none of them...
'take e time' & 'surrounded' were disappeared..out of e system
e light was on...
some still wanted more.....
but they really gone...left e stage and floor...
thanx for e great show anyway....
all e sponsors...Prart...e fans...making e day...!!!
waiting for their
return as they said....
this would b a great memory in my head....
Forever..!!!
believe or faith ??
"Faith is to believe what we do not see; and the reward of this faith is to see what we believe" - St. Augustine
believe or faith ???
it's pretty hard to seperate these 2 words completely....it got a kind of link between them...
first, it's a personal thing....
second, there is no right or wrong in it...anything could happen...
third, it's up to "u"....no one can force u....
fourth, it could b changed any time or last longer...
fifth, both could drive or change ur life forever once it attached to ur thought....
sixth, they r one of a major obstacle of being harmony...'coz it's so customised....as a single unit of life....people tends to change others to think the same as they thought....!!!
last, it tends to b bigger...bigger while u r older......and would b with u until the last day of life...
just try recall ur child's spirit....imagine how innocent it was...
it's one of the most precious thing in life...that it couldn't b taken back....
'coz u would hv attained what so called 'grown-up experience' instead....
- it happened in one temple in Chieng Mai (Dec' 05) .....there was one couple tried to see what they got from 'fortune-lucky-draw' (Sieam See) while the group of old ladies were praying...they had different way of expression, but they had the same common 'goal'......hoping for a good thing for their lives.....
wonderful naratiwat
it was my 1st time there (Mar'05) in the southern part of Thailand called "Naratiwat"......
i'm sure u might b heard about the violence news daily...either newspaper (online) or TV....
many people died each day...from bombs or shot-gun...it seems like a battle field out there...
no more peacful life any more....only smell of death was all around....doesn't it..??
but besides those perception...
there is still small part of the truth that u never know...i'm sure...
people r still living their life normally....
children still play around....smile r on their faces...
the lovers still b shy when they r together....
the families dines out on the holiday.......
everyday-living-things still move on and on....like usual....
these what i have seen.....
the beauty of a hearted-of-Naratiwat still exists.....
the only truth can b 'real'.....one day...it'll b alright......
back to b as it used to b.....i do believe....!!!
- place u seen in the photo it called 'Naratat Beach' .....
